Tuesday, February 19, 2008 , 11:55 PM

⇨SAD STORY

OUT TO KALLANG MALL

met up with my baby again.

this whole week baby not working.
so he can pei mi.

arite, i realize, he is the best.

after school, i go meet him at kallang cuz i wanted to see the new kallang mall
plus the ice-skating there. it was okie.
quite alot of new shops and empty shops.

we went acarde to play,
im so so lousy in shooting games,

baby was good in it.
but i was good in fighting games. hehex.

after acarde we go take away KFC.
"figer licking good." hahax.

then we caught a thing.
darling caught an eye of a shoes for his soccer as his shoes is no longer can use,
and i caught on a scandle, here was like so cheap.
outside was like 39.90 or 29.90 but here 19.90, hehex. wanted to buy.

then darling saw mi like i really want it. so he brought it for mi.
okie my fault, that i say you a LITTLE stingy, jus forget wad i ever say k darling.
my words i admit that sometime is not i wan to say.
sorry.

after that we headed to darling home.
i was a little sad after reading my frenz blog
she wif her guy for 2 years and suddenly broke off like that,
and come to think, i and my dear is onli like 2 months plus.

are we able to last forever.?

ALL RITE since we LOV3 each other,
i can confirm we will last long and lets solve problem together.
baby i promise to you that i will alwaes love you.


SERIOUS TALK

after that he send mi home
we went to playground there
have sudden serious talk.

okie baby was like talking to mi trying to wake mi up,
to have a job since at home i alwaes slacking away.

is not i dun wan to have a job, but mostly have to work on sat and sun.
and i dun ever noe wads my future, wad i wan to be.
baby talk alot about it. and i was kind of happy that
he also did think of helping mi building up my courage &caring for mi.
none of my bf did that, tok about my future or anything.

but baby like to face it up. so i quietly listen him talk.
his talking do make senses .
so i decided to find my self a job
if my current job have no place for mi to work.

suddenly
we tok until relationship,
that i keep on wasting baby money buying stuff that is not important.
arite i admit that i did overboard alreadi.
so im really sorry,
but he say he dun mind mi using up his money
but buy thing which are important.
so i decided to save up money and not spending it away.

so im jus SCARE.
sudden tear jus came rolling down my cheek.
baby came and comfort mi which i nv had before.
his warm hug was a help to it.
making mi feel save around him,
and his kiss on my forehead making mi feel
he is there wenever i needed him.

im so bless to have him around mi.
wen he was hugging mi, i didnt wan to let go. cuz he make mi feel sercure.

i jus love it.

he told mi, "i will nv leave you," and i started to feel happy and stop crying le.
it was rare to see mi cry.

sadness go away. happiness pls come back.
pls JUL stop thinking far, and start to think near. WAKE UP.