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Friday, September 19, 2008
, 10:41 PM
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NOTE: irritating blog
is up to you whether you feel like reading up my tis long post,
i jus trying to vent my feeling out. to made me feel better thats all.
sorry for this irrtating post.
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im like feeling being push at one corner.
i jus dunno why i jus cant handle relationship properly. mostly, relationship quarrel alwaes end up so big, jus by one sentence.i bet, we girls are all living in the same world,
guys jus dunno how to commiunciate with us properly. they either think we are spendift or jus having fun. but we are not.
ya i know, im those type of girls like to spend money jus like water,but that's why i work for, and those money is for me to spend, wats the point of loving me if im not myself, i did tell you guys that, at the period of time now, im schooling and working, is also very tiring, and i work is to get money to spend on whoever i wan or myself. im still young, cant i jus use my this small amount of money to brighten up my day to get something that i eye on for a very long time before.
and also i did tell you guys that i will start working at the age at 21. and this job is also not my stable work. i wan to save up money wen i have settle down on a stable job. for this period of time now, is for me to get the thing i wan.
my parent keep on say, you work and work but why didnt give us any money, i didnt say i wont give you guys back, i did say wen i find a stable job, and my mum call me selfish. wad is all that. if you didnt hear my story finish, then dun anyhow say.
onli this year i started to buy the things i wan. before that, i didnt, i mostly use the money to eat. i m not asking you back or aruging. i jus started working this year, and i onli jus got a few hundreds for a month. is not enough. i did try saving. the last time me, is different, if you were about to give me $1oo, i will alreadi spent it within 2 weeks or even 1week, it will be gone but now, i did save it till max 3week. and still left few dollars in it.. and i didnt change at all, or isnt you didnt notice me at all... i ask GOD, wad did i did wrong, i jus know that wenever i quarrel with you, you are the kind that dun easily give in and also hot temper. but you also got another side of you too. that you know how to pls me. but then you also say i have ego? maybe you have ego too, but you dunno. maybe you jus wan to win also. wan face, i think you are also like that.
let me ask you, how do you say sorry if you haven think through wat you have done wrong,
and wenever wen we quarrel, i did say sorry. but then you say this, we quarrel finish then say sorry. wads the use. but did still say sorry rite, and ppl have to think through wad they have done wrong then saying sorry. sometime, at nite you msg me saying sorry, you also know you are in the wrong and you msg me so late, why not jus now but now. and you say. i went back home and thinkk through, and realize im in the wrong, arent you the same as me.
i know you and me are the same, but why are you alwaes shielding yourself.
am i not right to say you back?? wen i accidently brup, you suddenly jus like that angry?
and then i say sorry, but then wen you did that, did i angry? was i angry?
is like wen ever i say you, you will get mad, then you think through, you say me, dun you know that it hurt me and i will also get mad too.
that nite, i was so scare that you might be tired of my nosensence and even B**** ** with me?? and that why i started crying, asking myself why it all started, ididnt know why my voice suddenly rise up, i seriously i dunno, i jus wish i would asking you properly, but i jus dunno why, i will rise my voice. i jus dunno.. and i was like so useless. and i started crying. crying is jus to made me vent my anger out. not on you but myself, it jus make me feel better after that.
is up to you whether you feel like reading up my tis long post,
i jus trying to vent my feeling out. to made me feel better thats all.
sorry for this irrtating post.
*******************************************************************************
im like feeling being push at one corner.
i jus dunno why i jus cant handle relationship properly. mostly, relationship quarrel alwaes end up so big, jus by one sentence.i bet, we girls are all living in the same world,
guys jus dunno how to commiunciate with us properly. they either think we are spendift or jus having fun. but we are not.
ya i know, im those type of girls like to spend money jus like water,but that's why i work for, and those money is for me to spend, wats the point of loving me if im not myself, i did tell you guys that, at the period of time now, im schooling and working, is also very tiring, and i work is to get money to spend on whoever i wan or myself. im still young, cant i jus use my this small amount of money to brighten up my day to get something that i eye on for a very long time before.
and also i did tell you guys that i will start working at the age at 21. and this job is also not my stable work. i wan to save up money wen i have settle down on a stable job. for this period of time now, is for me to get the thing i wan.
my parent keep on say, you work and work but why didnt give us any money, i didnt say i wont give you guys back, i did say wen i find a stable job, and my mum call me selfish. wad is all that. if you didnt hear my story finish, then dun anyhow say.
onli this year i started to buy the things i wan. before that, i didnt, i mostly use the money to eat. i m not asking you back or aruging. i jus started working this year, and i onli jus got a few hundreds for a month. is not enough. i did try saving. the last time me, is different, if you were about to give me $1oo, i will alreadi spent it within 2 weeks or even 1week, it will be gone but now, i did save it till max 3week. and still left few dollars in it.. and i didnt change at all, or isnt you didnt notice me at all... i ask GOD, wad did i did wrong, i jus know that wenever i quarrel with you, you are the kind that dun easily give in and also hot temper. but you also got another side of you too. that you know how to pls me. but then you also say i have ego? maybe you have ego too, but you dunno. maybe you jus wan to win also. wan face, i think you are also like that.
let me ask you, how do you say sorry if you haven think through wat you have done wrong,
and wenever wen we quarrel, i did say sorry. but then you say this, we quarrel finish then say sorry. wads the use. but did still say sorry rite, and ppl have to think through wad they have done wrong then saying sorry. sometime, at nite you msg me saying sorry, you also know you are in the wrong and you msg me so late, why not jus now but now. and you say. i went back home and thinkk through, and realize im in the wrong, arent you the same as me.
i know you and me are the same, but why are you alwaes shielding yourself.
am i not right to say you back?? wen i accidently brup, you suddenly jus like that angry?
and then i say sorry, but then wen you did that, did i angry? was i angry?
is like wen ever i say you, you will get mad, then you think through, you say me, dun you know that it hurt me and i will also get mad too.
that nite, i was so scare that you might be tired of my nosensence and even B**** ** with me?? and that why i started crying, asking myself why it all started, ididnt know why my voice suddenly rise up, i seriously i dunno, i jus wish i would asking you properly, but i jus dunno why, i will rise my voice. i jus dunno.. and i was like so useless. and i started crying. crying is jus to made me vent my anger out. not on you but myself, it jus make me feel better after that.