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Sunday, March 22, 2009
, 11:35 PM
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had a blessed and wonderful time at the retreat.
it was my very first Pulse Retreat with them. it was a great time of sharing and reflection,
it told us alot things of God we didnt know. thank you for the speaker, RON, it was a wonderful messages i heard, it touches my heart. and youths mates for the wonderful sharing.
it was the first time i felt so interested in GOD's words,
it made me learn, [message 1] 20 march
Chosen by GOD through the grace of God...
- there is only one way
- Ephesians 2:8-9
Chosen for a Reason...
- Ephesians 4:1-13
- God knows & he asked you to be faithful
Chosen One...
- 2 Samuel 7:11b-16
- Jesus not David
- David is the chosen king over Israel but Jesus is the chosen Messiah over all Nation.
[message 2] 21march
Sentence Summary..
- Do you have "jonathan" in your life?
A Blessed man remembers & acts in faith in the Faithfulness of God
[message 3]Brokenness 21march
Sentence Summary..
Acknowledge - my wrong doing
Restore - cleanse my clean
Teach - bring me closer to God.
this are the three message that touches me, and made me wanna change my life.
i jus felt the love there, i cried or teared silently, the room was totally emotions,
for the first time, i hated my life, my past life, wad ever i did was totally wrong. life sometimes are super emotional and how cruel reality is.
for the first time, i sat down leaning against the wall thinking..
tears rolled down my cheeks. after it was finish. sat down at the sofa and watch the movie about jesus dying on the cross. Pour my heart out upon seeing that, i feel the hurt there, wen jesus die for us on the cross. it was a great impact there i felt.
and i ask god to forgive me of my wrongs doin..
is was quite true that i have someone there for me, someone special, send by God, i believe,& i have no lack of friends, but is there anyone there for me wenever i need friends to talk to. i keep thinking, i help friends who are needs of help, but do have anyone in return. keep asking myself that sometimes...
sometime i felt useless, and stupid. sometimes.
but i believe, there is a reasons behind all this. have faith in God.
anyways, i love the retreat alots. plus those happening times with the girls. screaming, singing and shouting... had super fun... thanks girls and everyone.
then it came to the sad part, i somehow suddenly feel lost and sad. baby is leaving to tuas tmr and i didnt have time for him, but im happy that baby cme for the retreat. but he coudnt book out after 2 weeks. i felt lonely suddenly, and i didnt wan him to go at all.
it was sat nite, and he got to go. i send him down to his bike. and hug him real tight.
i miss himm. i cant see him for two weeks. two long weeks, and im in the mist of hoilday.
but come to think of that, it was no choice. he got to go. so he went.. went back to chalet, and i slept. couldnt stay awake or push myself to have fun with the girls at the lobby. i was totally down. it seems like i need baby around me. sometime i felt left out i church, but luckily baby is there. at least i have someone beside me...
i thank GOD for letting me know brian, and i pray that God will forgive both of us. and guide us though this period of loneliness.. Amen
i LOVE HiM AND i WiLL MiSS HiM.
it was my very first Pulse Retreat with them. it was a great time of sharing and reflection,
it told us alot things of God we didnt know. thank you for the speaker, RON, it was a wonderful messages i heard, it touches my heart. and youths mates for the wonderful sharing.
it was the first time i felt so interested in GOD's words,
it made me learn, [message 1] 20 march
Chosen by GOD through the grace of God...
- there is only one way
- Ephesians 2:8-9
Chosen for a Reason...
- Ephesians 4:1-13
- God knows & he asked you to be faithful
Chosen One...
- 2 Samuel 7:11b-16
- Jesus not David
- David is the chosen king over Israel but Jesus is the chosen Messiah over all Nation.
[message 2] 21march
Sentence Summary..
- Do you have "jonathan" in your life?
A Blessed man remembers & acts in faith in the Faithfulness of God
[message 3]Brokenness 21march
Sentence Summary..
Acknowledge - my wrong doing
Restore - cleanse my clean
Teach - bring me closer to God.
this are the three message that touches me, and made me wanna change my life.
i jus felt the love there, i cried or teared silently, the room was totally emotions,
for the first time, i hated my life, my past life, wad ever i did was totally wrong. life sometimes are super emotional and how cruel reality is.
for the first time, i sat down leaning against the wall thinking..
tears rolled down my cheeks. after it was finish. sat down at the sofa and watch the movie about jesus dying on the cross. Pour my heart out upon seeing that, i feel the hurt there, wen jesus die for us on the cross. it was a great impact there i felt.
and i ask god to forgive me of my wrongs doin..
is was quite true that i have someone there for me, someone special, send by God, i believe,& i have no lack of friends, but is there anyone there for me wenever i need friends to talk to. i keep thinking, i help friends who are needs of help, but do have anyone in return. keep asking myself that sometimes...
sometime i felt useless, and stupid. sometimes.
but i believe, there is a reasons behind all this. have faith in God.
anyways, i love the retreat alots. plus those happening times with the girls. screaming, singing and shouting... had super fun... thanks girls and everyone.
then it came to the sad part, i somehow suddenly feel lost and sad. baby is leaving to tuas tmr and i didnt have time for him, but im happy that baby cme for the retreat. but he coudnt book out after 2 weeks. i felt lonely suddenly, and i didnt wan him to go at all.
it was sat nite, and he got to go. i send him down to his bike. and hug him real tight.
i miss himm. i cant see him for two weeks. two long weeks, and im in the mist of hoilday.
but come to think of that, it was no choice. he got to go. so he went.. went back to chalet, and i slept. couldnt stay awake or push myself to have fun with the girls at the lobby. i was totally down. it seems like i need baby around me. sometime i felt left out i church, but luckily baby is there. at least i have someone beside me...
i thank GOD for letting me know brian, and i pray that God will forgive both of us. and guide us though this period of loneliness.. Amen
i LOVE HiM AND i WiLL MiSS HiM.