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Monday, June 21, 2010
, 10:35 PM
⇨ IM BACK from a place where is quiet & peaceful. Two week in ROME & SWITZ, is the most wanderful and interesting place to be in, especially in SWITZ. the weather & the air is sooo Fresh. LOVE SWITZ. is like air-con in the city.. super cold... hahhax LOVE it. played with the snow.. first time in my whole life. I JUS LOVE IT. but i couldnt enjoy myself much there, keep thinking of Him. it jus made me cry whenever i close my eyes. the look he give to me. i super regrated. keep making him angry & angry. he cant think of the future anymore.. i fail badly. i jus cant make up to him. the way we use to be, is like finish. it is finished. im scare, im really very scare. he say he still love me, but he dun like the way im now. what should i do to change..how long will it takes?will i be abke to win back his trust. i can see he is very dispointed in me. im such a failure. i did it again & again. i jus dunno how to face him. could this be the end for us. i really hope not. ANyone, please help me. i jus dun know what to do. i cant jus do nothing. cry all day & all night. hoping miracle happen. i jus cant sit here doin nothing. he is a busy man now, he got his duty & his work plus his soccer, will he have some time for me?. will he? i really hope so. im trying all it take to get him back. i hope i dun screw it up once again. how long it take, i dun care, i WILL DO MY BEST to get him back, for our sake and for our relatioship. i really hope it will worked out. i really hope. |