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Thursday, June 3, 2010
, 10:00 PM
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What Wrong With Me????
Why am I always finding trouble with him, the thing he say was very true, i control him alot, & i want it to be all gone. Is gonna make him not happy always, & i dun like to see him sad, angry or having a bad mood, i want him to be happy with me around him, but im always saying thing that make him angry, i jus cant control my ownself, and i control him. this is very very bad, i dun like! I WANT ALL THIS THINGS TO BE GONE. Why am i like this? How can i stop controling him, i want him to have his own ways. i dun want him to becuz of me give up his soccer or his friends. i jus want him to be himself like in the past, but just he got another extra person in his life thats all. is it so hard. Is so hard to communicate with him, cuz im always the one coming up with question end up to a wrong question which i shouldnt ask him that. I just feel like im the one always creating the trouble. are we really meant to be together, if yes? how come we cant communicate well?WHY WHY WHY. why must we always quarrel after we start a conversation? Cant we communciate w/o quarreling for once?? I seriously dunno what i should do with myself, am i that bad to him?
Why am I always finding trouble with him, the thing he say was very true, i control him alot, & i want it to be all gone. Is gonna make him not happy always, & i dun like to see him sad, angry or having a bad mood, i want him to be happy with me around him, but im always saying thing that make him angry, i jus cant control my ownself, and i control him. this is very very bad, i dun like! I WANT ALL THIS THINGS TO BE GONE. Why am i like this? How can i stop controling him, i want him to have his own ways. i dun want him to becuz of me give up his soccer or his friends. i jus want him to be himself like in the past, but just he got another extra person in his life thats all. is it so hard. Is so hard to communicate with him, cuz im always the one coming up with question end up to a wrong question which i shouldnt ask him that. I just feel like im the one always creating the trouble. are we really meant to be together, if yes? how come we cant communicate well?WHY WHY WHY. why must we always quarrel after we start a conversation? Cant we communciate w/o quarreling for once?? I seriously dunno what i should do with myself, am i that bad to him?